BAD HANDPHONE

Now, my hp is so fuckin bad. The battery is low. Every a hour my hp always blank. When i was charging my hp i always used it maybe thats why my hp is so fuckin blank. If i can talking with hp, i just wanna say “do whatever what you want, i wont give you a damn J” .. but thats words is so fake hahaha !! dear my hp “im sorry i have thrown you, you are bad now!!!”

11 months ago, i bought you, i wanted you.. i think you will be survive forever to accompany me everyday haha. Heyy i dont know exactly when i will buy a new hp -___-. Sorry i didn’t mean to throw you..  honestly, its not ur fault, but my fault. -..-. but i think you were too bad to used haha. When you got blank , i kept silent for a while. i was thinking, will you to burst? and i was waiting for a minute and finally NO! Now im tired!!! I got hurt because of you!! Fuck!! You are not interesting anymore -,,-

I :) to Hide My :(

I  got mad when i had many problems. I solved my problems with my way. Is it right if i tried drugs to forgot my problems? NO, thats not my way!!. Honestly, i addicted cigerette. but now, i just wanna doing something more good. And finally, i have not smoke again for two months. :D

One of my problems is when i was single. My boyfriend left me hehe. I got mad. Why? Because i love him. I felt nothing. I dont know what should i do. Hopless!! I always cried. Shared with my bestfriends. They were support me. And  finally i got the power :p. Everything is complicated but im still doing fun for sure. I smile to hide my sadness. .

I Dont Know When I’ll Be Gone

Hey orang-orang terkasih ku kenapa kalian menangis? Kenapa banyak sekali orang berdatangan ke rumah ku? Kenapa aku tidak bisa memeluk kalian? Kenapa aku tidak bisa menghapus air mata kalian? Kenapa kalian tidak menjawab satu pertanyaan pun dari ku? Ada apa sebenarnya? Siapa dia? Siapa yang terbaring di tengah-tengah kalian? Aku? Kenapa kalian meratapi ku? Ini aku! Aku ada!!

Kematian? Yaa, kematian sesuatu hal yang menakutkan bagiku. Sesuatu hal yang tidak diketahui kapan dan dimana terjadinya kepada ku. Aku akan mati, kalian semua juga akan mati. But do you know when you’ll be gone??. Kematian itu ada. Kematian itu pasti. Kematian itu mengejar kita setiap hari, setiap jam, setiap menit dan bahkan setiap detik. Tetapi apakah ada hal untuk mencegah kematian? Jawabannya tentunya saja tidak. Orang seahli atau secerdas apapun tidak akan bisa mencegah kematian. Semua orang dan makhluk hidup lainnya pun pasti akan mengalami kematian. Gelap, sunyi, sepi, pengap itu tempat yang akan kita hadapi nanti. Pucat, dingin, badan yang tergolek tanpa daya itu adalah kita, kita yang dahulu selalu tersenyum, menangis dan tertawa. Meninggalkan keluarga, sahabat, kekasih, dan orang-orang terkasih lainnya.

I  always made a mistake so im sorry for hurting y’all .. I know i’ll be gone 